AT MY 20's

Two months ago I turned 20. WOAH HOW THE TIME PASSES!! It's true that in my twenties I don't have all figured it out and although it is something that most of the time terrifies me it also excites me a lot.

 

In my life I have a long list of hits and mistakes.

Of loves and desamores.

Of adventures and misadventures.

I laughed and cried at the same time.

 

At my twenties I thought I would have my whole life figured it out. And it was not until recently that I realized that not everyone really knows what they are doing either. 

 

Many people worry because at a certain age all your friends start a "making their lives", to settle down in a job, to get the house of their dreams, to marry, to have children ... And you still have no idea ...Just remember that the time of others is not the same as yours. There are people who take more time.

 

Many times when making an important decision we ask ourselves whether or not we choose the right path because you do not even know where you can really end up and somehow you feel that the whole weight of the world is falling on you apart from the years obviously.

 

If you feel the same as me and still do not know exactly what it is you want you should not worry. Because believe me that like me you are not the only one.

 

"Always remember that we are at the perfect age to stay with guilt and not with the desire."

 

At the end, in my 20 years ...

 

I fell madly in love again with the beauty of life, with each passing day and with myself.

 

I found myself doing something I never thought I would do, write.

 

I learned that life is short, but we always have time.

 

That I am still young and I have much to learn.

 

That life happens but only you decide what to do about it.

 

At 20 I learned that everything in this life is temporary, that in the end all you have left are memories.

 

I learned not to count the days, but to make the days count.

 

That there are a thousand ways to be happy you just have to find yours.

 

I learned that I am more capable than I think. 

 

It's true that the best things happen when you least expect them.

 

That some opportunities arise only once in life, it is up to you to do as much as you can with them.

 

That everything happens for a reason, want or do not want to understand it.

 

That we are our best friend but we can also be our worst enemy.

 

That the world never stops, neither for you nor for anyone. It always keeps spinning.

 

I learned to laugh at everything because if you can see the good side to things you can enjoy them.

 

That we only regret two things in life, those we do and those that don't.

 

I start to stop trying to impress others to impress myself.

 

That my opinion of me is more important than that of any other person.

 

I learned that a life without music is not life.

 

I learned to be myself, to do the things that make me happy.

 

I learned that the first step for everything is to start.

 

That dream awake is fine, but it is better to change those dreams for realities.

 

That we are so small in such a big world.

 

IThat the people who want to be by your side will do everything possible to be there and those who will not, they will leave.

 

I learned that time doesn't come back, and that our actions today have consequences tomorrow.

 

The most important thing about my 20's is that I don't have my whole life figured it out and it doesn't have to be that way, and that's better.

 

At my 20's I still try to find out who I am.

 

For now worry about enjoying that spontaneity that gives you the youth.

 

With all the love in the world,

Jamileth